Tuesday 27 December 2011
Feel like blogging because there are so much negative energy in me. Feel so lost suddenly. Suddenly dunno what to say so shall list out my wives and husband name out for fun. lols My Wives
1) Nonaka Ai
2) Kobayashi Yuu
3) Rainie Yang
4) Konoe Konoka
5) Sakurazaki Setsuna
6) Chiwa Saitou
7) Atsuko
8) LiSA
9) Youko Hikasa
10) Miku Hatsune
My Husband
1) Wada Kouji
2) Hiroshi Kamiya
3) Katsu
Ok i feel so much better^^ my wives and husband really make my day:D
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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Wednesday 14 December 2011
time seems to pass so quickly on our birthday>.< in another hour, 14 dec 2011 will be gone and i shall welcome the world as a 20 years old kid.
hehe even before 12am in the morning, birthday wishes made their way to my hp and facebook. Once again I will like to thank everyone for their well wishes. feel so happy and touched to have so many friends and family members around me. Hmm I guess I spend my birthday well today. Hmm today timeline. Woke up at around 6am due to the balloon that charrisa, kerrisa and mr wong gave me. Well I left it at my room ceiling and I think all the helium gas in the balloon managed to diffuse out of the balloon and so it came floating down towards me and the fan started blowing it towards me and it started nudging me in the face. Haha it gave me a great shock and woke me up for awhile. But I went back to sleep and woke up at 8am. Started camping on facebook and twitter at 8am replying all the well wishes and star gazing with nico nico douga and youtube. Haha after watching my wives and husband video, went to get ready to go out with ah peng ah yi and levin jie jie(They make a funny pair. No wonder they are best friend). At 2pm, we went to eat Swensen before heading to party world ktv at 4pm. Dinner at Greenland restaurant with da di ah gu(who share the same birthday as me), sa kim, jayden, verin, rachel, sean, stella jie jie, xiao di ah gu, ah moi ah yi, ah peng ah yi and ah ma. And lastly, I am back at ah ma house. Tomorrow going jurong bird park to take video^^ hehe so excited about it.
Ok now on the reflection on this special day of mine. Just went to camp during the last weekend. Learn lots of stuff and really make me reflect on myself a lot. So on this special day, I want to list out a few things that I hope to change in myself.
1) Be a herbivore
2) Be humble
3) Less negative thoughts
4) More patient
5) Sleep early
6) Stay more focus on my goal
7) Let nature take it's course
8) 'poke' more friends
9) Help friends in need even though we might not be close
10) Last of all stay true to myself
Haha so many things to do:) I believe that God will give me the strength to continue on this path. Ok time to share the 3 wishes that I wish for before I call it a day. My first wish is to be able to transfer to FASS successfully so that I could be quicker to fulfil my dream of being an actress or a seiyuu. Second wish is for everyone that is include myself, family, friends and all the strangers out there who will be becoming my future friends if we have fate to be healthy. Last wish is... I was told I cannot say out this wish. hehe ok so shall keep it to myself. Yup off to bed since I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow. Anyway, I am really thankful to have my family members and friends to celebrate my birthday with me. Actually cried because I feel really touched by all the effort. My aunt and her friend actually took a day off to celebrate my birthday with me. My ah ma and aunt cook mee sua for me to eat. Haha and I want to thank my friend for saying that I am a nice person to be with. I hope by the time of 14 dec 2012, everyone will feel that I am a changed person and that I am better than who I am now. Thanks everyone:)
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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Monday 12 December 2011
我是幸福的。很多时候我们往往会忘记这件事。每天多多少少都会埋怨为什么我们的生活不够舒适。虽然我们没有很有钱，但是我们拥有了比钱还重要的东西。那就是一个健康的身体，关心自己的家人和朋友。今年，我也是照常去生活营，但是这一次，不一样的是我终于被说服了。以前的我，常常没有专心地在听班。因为我的脑袋被很多的不同说法给弄糊涂了。幸运的是，上天从来就没有放弃过我。不管我对他有多么的不满，他都很有耐心地教导我。这真的让我很感动。你既然花了那么多年来教育我。果然很不简单。在这道路上，还有那么多的同修陪伴着我，真的让我觉得很惭愧。以前的我，原来眼睛一直都是瞎的。看不到自己那么幸福，只看到自己的不幸。幸好我还来得及认错，还来得及悔改。此刻的我，觉得非常幸福。哈哈。。现在已经很迟了。。就别多说了。留给生日那天再说。最后想说的是个人对世间的看法。也没什么对跟错的说法，只是觉得世间的爱好像已经不再有了。。个人觉得所谓的真爱是无条件的。。就是以佛为大爱。
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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Sunday 4 December 2011
我喜欢看故事。不管是故事书，动画片，漫画，还是看影片都行。因为从里头我可以感受不一样的感觉也可以让我看到自己。那种感动，害怕，生气，大胆的感觉是我在现实生活中所无法表达出来的。从以前到现在，我一直都很不擅长表达自己。内心所想或感受的事情，外表却表达了另外一种想法。当我很难过时，十次有九次，我会笑得比谁都开心。有时，连我自己都不知道要想些什么。毕竟在这个世上，不是只有我一个人，我不能那么自私的要求别人了解我。自己虽然是最了解我的人，但也许也是最不了解我的人。或者应该说的是我不想去了解那个人，我害怕知道她的缺点，也害怕知道她的不足。这个人不完美，她离完美太遥远。其实我要的只是简单的真心朋友，但那种完美的朋友是不可能有。可能当我领悟到的时候，我就再也没有把我的真心交给任何一位。或许是我的要求太高了，我可以为别人做很多事，我可以静静的在一旁听你述苦，也可以随传随到，但是在他们眼里，我不管多努力，始终还是一个配角。主角好像离我好远。可能也因为这样，我才那么希望能成为某些人的主角，那么地羡慕我的偶像。那么地希望我是她们。也许是我天生喜欢胡思乱想吧。天生就不一样的人，有谁会真正理解她呢？这问题恐怕永远都没有答案。我一辈子都注定要一个人孤军作战。
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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