Wednesday 29 December 2010
today i made u cry so badly. i m seriously sry. didnt rly wan u to do tis. i m a jerk la. a selfish one. only tink abt myself nia. jus hope tat we can choose the most correct path to our future. hmm future such a scary word. i m so afraid of it. especially the day where i will get back my result. honestly i m nt prepared. wad if i did nt get the results i desire? wad will happen to me? can somebody help me?
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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Tuesday 14 December 2010
i m feeling so miserable and lonely on my birthday. yes! i m the root to all evil!!!
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to yanning. happy birthday to me. wanna buy a birthday gift for myself. hmm birthday is suppose to b happy. so i make 3 wishes.
1) score well in A level
2) i wan everyone to b healthy and happy
3) is to b keep as a secret
hmm n i m very happy tat i have great friends who bring colours to my life. thank you all of u for being there for me. will miss you de. After As suppose to b happy but den feel so empty after it. is like suddenly i dunno after tat where should my route be leading to. hope tat i will have courage to face wadever challenges i might face n oso nt b too dependent on others. i noe i can de. so do u!
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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Monday 13 December 2010
though u wont believe it, it actually hurt. yes! someone so cold blooded can actually feel hurt. surprising yea. i noe. the problem lies with me! yes it is me. i m the one who started everything n i should b the one stopping it b4 any of us will b hurt more. i dont like to hurt ppl. i dont like to feel moody. i wanna b the happy go lucky person tat i once was. u can call me selfish or wadever. but i tink it will b better tis way.
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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