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Wednesday 30 April 2008
shall write something abt today sport evening. i was late coz of my cca...xD
qian ning came back to ijc...yay
for the entire sport evening i was walking ard and finding friend... 2 cjc student wearing their sch uniform came to innova...coz they are from ijc during PAE (i guess)
the badge is so nice!!! i wan!!! but then i was too shy to tok to them(i noe wad u r tinking...but sth i m quite shy when i approach stranger)xD
during the cheer, jie mei, her friend and i went to find cang ning... and i finally met yi wen...i tink she look pretty jus tat she love to make funny faces when she is taking photos...hahaha
[random stuff]i regret not joining red cross!!!
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y m i so lousy??? if i have smarter brain, and i m a little hardworking and I CAN STOP SLACKING, will life be better for me??? I HATE MY LIFE!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! y cant i be jus like my friends??? smart and hardworking!!! i hope after today i will be more hardworking and a little smarter(if there is such a word)
summer test is coming soon...i feel scared YET i m still doing nth!!! wad the hell!!! wad is happening to me???
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i m now in my sch computer lab blogging!!! xD
i noe wad u r tinking...i m such a bad gal rite...but tis is so rare!!! i hardly come to the sch computer lab to use the com coz the com here are all so slow!!! it is better to use my own laptop...xD
blog again when i have time...xD
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Tuesday 29 April 2008
LOVE SUX!!! y m i still tinking of tis??? haiz...sch work more impt!!! WAD IS LOVE??? how come it muz come near me??? i dont like it!!! GO AWAY!!! JUS LEAVE ME ALONE...DONT BOTHER ME!!! GO!!! I M MAD! INSANE!!! BACK TO THE QN. WHEN M I EVER SANE IN THE FIRST PLACE??? HAIZ!!! WAKE UP GIRL!!! UR DREAM IS TOO BIG TO FULFIL!!! STOP TINKING OF UNREALISTIC STUFF!!! TINK OF A LEVEL!!! U NEVER ASK ME TO TINK OF U SO Y M I TINKING OF U!!! Y MUZ U ENTER MY HEART??? Y LET MY HEART BE FILL WITH U??? Y CANT A LEVEL GET INTO MY HEART??? I think i m feeling too stress!!! cant catch up wityh my sch wOrk and yet i keep dreaming abt u... MUZ REALLY STOP TAT!!!
STOP THIS NONSENSE!!!
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i dunno y i keep missing u and tinking of u every min...but wad the use??? u never know tat i m tinking of u. u never know tat i always miss u...now tis is driving me mad!!!how to let me stop wasting my time tinking of u and concentrate on my study???
we are both from different world and can never really uunderstand wad each other is tinking abt. y is it so hard to know and understand u??? y make me wanna know more abt u when i never really can understand u??? y is love so painful and confusing???
i never understand it and i never wanna understand it!!!
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Saturday 26 April 2008
ok...i m back to blog as promised...xD
i tink i m recovering!!! haha...so happy!!!
cs ask me to do a quiz... so i shall do tis quiz now...xD
Instructions:
-Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions
-Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
-Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1.At what age do you wish to marry?
-i dont intend to get married.
2.What do u usually do most of the time during weekend ?
-work, go tuition, do homework and chat with friends.
3.What I want the most now?
-to pass my econ test and get a good grade for chem SPA on monday. PASS SUMMER TEST!!!
4.What do you want to be when you grow up?
-actress.
5.If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
-to return to last year and c my father one last time b4 his time is up.
6.What are you afraid to lose now?
-friends and family members
7.Do you believe in being in love forever?
-sometimes
8.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
-from my past experience, i noe the answer is a no.
9.How strong(in your heart) can you be?
-after so many things has happen, i noe my heart is quite strong though sometimes it is really very hard to accept certain things.
10.What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
-i jus wish tat, tat person will noe me.
11.Wad type of person do you hate most?
-myself.
12.Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
-yes. Although sometimes i treat some friends better than the others.
13.Have you been betrayed by any of your friend?
-No sure...Mayb if i have, i m very sry because i have no ill intention to do so.
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-to care for my friends and family members and not to have regrets again.
15.What do you want your friend to be like?
-so long as they are my friends, i dont care how they look like, who they are, wad their weakness, how popular they are...
16.What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
-i never thought of tis b4...a best friend?
17.If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
-i wanna be more hardworking!!! and i wanna learn from lizzie skill of multi-tasking. i oso wan a good brain so tat i can go HCI and oso NUS...xD
18.If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
-ah peng ah yi, ah moi ah yi, pearlyn,min er, eliz, keat ying, and my two bro. but mostly i jus hide it.
19.Wad sort of person do u tink u are?
-i tink tat i m not a good person coz sometimes when my friends are feeling down, i dunno how to make them happy...tat make me sad coz i dont like my friends to feel sad.
20. What's your regret in life?
-a lot. i will jus tell u some ok.
1)not doing better for my PSLE. coz now i realise tat my PSLE score sux!!!
2)not doing well for my O Level or i will b in other jc though i always wanna come ijc.
3)not taking higher chinese in my sec sch. coz now i have to take H1 chinese in ijc.
4)not working as a part time actress in MediaCorp when i was young. now chances of being an actress is super low.
5)not knowing my concepts for A Math coz now my H2 Math sux.
6)didnt c my father b4 he goes.
i still have a lot...but i dont tink i can finish writing them
8 people tagged
geoklan, su hui, wei rong, esther, keat ying, keat yee, kim young and sing ning.
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Friday 25 April 2008
haiz...i m still not well though i can go sch...xD
today i told my hist teacher i did not study for hist test coz i m sick... hist test push back to next fri...worse!!! still got math test!!!
then today i took my chinese test and suddenly my head start to hurt....but then i still continue to do...so guai rite...xD
during work today, wanyi, cs, rach and yuying come and find me... wanyi extra coz she come to borrow PE t-shirt from me...the rest of them come to find me to do PW... damn sianz...multi-tasking...haiz...now feel like slping...might blog tmr...xD
HOPE CS AND I CAN GET WELL REAL SOON!!!xD
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Thursday 24 April 2008
i wanna go sch!!!
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Tuesday 22 April 2008
i thought i recover le but then my fever is back again...39 degree celcius!!! omg... i wannna go sch tmr...pray hard tat i will recover real quick...miss sch!!!
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Monday 21 April 2008
today i feel so weak!!! today after chem test i should be back at near 7.30pm. but i went back at 11am...coz i suddenly feel giddy during econ lecture...i thought is because of the air con...but then during chinese i suddenly feel so hot and weak...i told miss yeo i wanna go home...she ask me to go GO to take the early dismissal form to let her sign...
so i went to GO, tis is the first time i really feel tat GO is so FAR!!! and after taking the form still have to walk back to class...so troublesome!!! worse still, i walk back to the classroom but cant find miss yeo!!! i panic coz i really feel lousy...
i walk down to level one and found wan yi and jin kang...and told them i cant find miss yeo and i dunno y, i cried...oh my...i am already so old and yet i still cry!!!
then jin kang bring me to GO to find miss yeo and help me find yen sheng and simin to take my bag. Then he sent me to the gate...so kind of him to spend his time helping me...thanks...xD
anyway, i meet my mum at cwp and she brought me to c my family doc b4 going home...first thing i do when i reach home is to take my medicine and slp...slp for 5 hrs...so rare to have an afternoon nap...xD
i tink i m feeling better now since i can blog now...xD
thanks rach and pam for smsing me after sch and during lunch break...xD
really dont feel like going to sch tmr!!!
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Tuesday 15 April 2008
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i found some pic from shir blog so i oso wanna put!!!
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suddenly feel like blogging though i have so many things to do!!! surprisingly, i dunno wad to blog abt...things have been going real fast and jus one blink, months have passed without me knowing and soon, summer test is coming...haiz...suddenly feel lost!!! ANNIE!!! THIS SAT NO MATTER WAD, I M GOING COZ I NOE U MISS ME!!!XD
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Sunday 13 April 2008
hey...i really tink tat most of my time are devoted to my studies and work...sianz!!!
anyway, i was chatting with annie through the phone and she complain tat i always blog abt sch...so today annie shall be in the limelight...xD
we were chatting abt the usual stuff when jayden, my 3 year old cousin, came into the room becoz he wanna play with me coz his dad and my mum r both busy. i pass the phone to him and ask him to say 'hello, min er jie jie' but guess wad he say? 'hello chicken' both annie and i were laughing like hell!!! jayden c me laughing and he laugh too...i ask annie 'is jayden cute?' and of course she say yes...and i answer jus like me rite!!! i m adorable!!!xD
jayden wanna tok to annie so i pass the phone to him...but then he was too 'shy' to speak when annie say 'hello jayden' it took him some time b4 he say 'HELLO MR BEAN'
i told him so many time tat annie is min er jie jie but he refused to call her tat. Instead, he call her all sort of name like dog, dolphin, mr bean, mr bong, chicken etc...then i ask him, 'is jie jie(ME!!! not annie) cute? he say YES!!!XD
whenever i c jayden, i tink of myself when i was his age, muz be 100000000 time more adorable than now!!! jayden dad which is my uncle bdae fall on the same day as me so he always say same bdae ppl tink the same...(he implying tat he is adorable too)=)
ANNIE MUZ MAKE URSELF FREE DURING THE CAMP PERIOD OK?xD
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Thursday 10 April 2008
today chinese class is super funny!!! Miss Yeo forbid us to use English to communicate and so we were trying ways and means to translate the English words tat we are thinking of to chinese...I used to think that the way Pearlyn speak is very funny but now i think actually all of us are funny when we try to translate words directly from English to Chinese or from Chinese to English. I found out tat Miss Yeo is from ChongFu Primary School too...i was so surprise man...haha...she from the same primary sch as me!!!
anyway, today i got back my Math test...guess how much i got for this test??? i actually got 1 mark out of 25...pathetic rite!!! die le la!!!!
i tink i should catch some sleep now...tmr still got sch plus work!!! jia you to myself!!!xD
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Wednesday 9 April 2008
haha...since i have some time now and i dont feel like doing anything, i tink i should blog...
haiz...i wonder y but today seem to pass by quickly...dont really like it...
y do we have to wake up every morning jus to pass the day quickly without really knowing wad we really are doing everyday???
it seem tat the increasingly monotonous and repetitive nature of JC life is leading me to feel a sense of alienation(i wonder if i have use tis sentence correctly)xD
my only two motivation to go sch is my friends and to not get retain...i really hope i wont do badly for my summer test and I MUZ DO FINISH MY PI BY FRIDAY!!!
YANNING LOVE 08A6 AND 0823B!!!XD
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Tuesday 8 April 2008
yoz!!! back to blog...i m suppose to be doing my GP and PI but surprisingly, i m blogging!!! lols...
today during PE, i ran 5 rounds without stopping!!! which is 5(400)=2km. tis is my first time running so long!!! actually i tink i can run the 2.4km without stopping. jus tat i was trying to catch up with pam and used up most of my energy trying to catch up pam and so i walk for a while b4 running again... my timing was 15 min and 58 seconds!!! my best record!!! hahaha...xD
anyway, after sch, i went to the gym to try out the equipment... i tink is super weird coz i m the only gal in the gym.
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Saturday 5 April 2008
TODAY I WENT TO ANG MO KIO FOR TUITION...B4 GOING TO LEARNING MEDIA EDUCATIONAL CENTRE, WHEN I REACH ANG MO KIO WITH MY DONATION BAG(I FOUND OUT IS A BAG AND NOT A CAN), I WAS SO SURPRISED TO SEE THAT SO MANY SCHOOL STUDENTS ARE ASKING FOR DONATION...JUST LIKE WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO...I WENT TO ANG MO KIO HUB TO SHOP WHILE WAITING FOR ROSALIND...AND I WAS GLUED TO THE TELEVISION BECAUSE IT WAS SHOWING JAY'S CONCERT...WHEN ROSALIND SMS ME AND TELL ME SHE IS REACHING SOON, I HAVE TO FORCED MYSELF TO GO TO THE MRT STATION!!!
JAY ROX MAN!!!
AND AFTER MEETING ROSALIND, WE MET ANOTHER TUITION MATE AND SO WE WALK TO LMEC TOGETHER...B4 GOING FOR MATH TUITION, WE WENT TO SWEET TALK TO BUY BUBBLETEA...THEN I MET SOME INNOVIAN AND SO WALK UP TO THEM AND CHAT WITH THEM THOUGH WE ARE TOTAL STRANGERS...AFTER THAT, I SAW 3 ST NICK GALS AND I CHAT WITH THEM TOO...I DONATE MONEY TO THE THREE ST NICK GAL AND THEY DID THE SAME TOO...xD
ANYWAY, TODAY MATH TUITION IS VERY INTERESTING AND I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING THAT MR TAY SAY...FINALLY!!! HAHA...ANYWAY, AFTER MATH TUITION, I ASK EVERYONE FOR DONATION...HAHA...WHEN MY BAG IS A BIT FULL, I DECIDE TO GO BACK TO WOODLAND...
I SMS PAM AND CANG NING ASKING THEM WHERE THEY WERE AND CAN I JOIN THEM...ONLY TO DISCOVERED THAT THEY WERE NOT IN WOODLAND...PAM AND THE WHOLE 0823B STUDENTS ARE STILL IN ORCHARD...CANG NING AND JIE MEI WERE AT BUKIT BATOK...WOW!!! ALL GO SO FAR TO ASK FOR DONATION...HAHA...XD
ANYWAY,I THINK THAT TODAY WE STUDENTS(THOUGH FROM DIFFERENT SCHOOL) SCARED THE PUBLIC BECAUSE WE WERE ALL OVER SINGAPORE ASKING FOR DONATION. HOWEVER, I THINK WE DID A MEANINGFUL THING BECAUSE THESE DONATION WE GET GOES TO THE VIRIYA COMMUNITY SERVICES WHICH BENEFIT MANY PEOPLE...I READ FROM THE LEAFLET THAT THEY NEED 1.2 MILLION TO HELP THE 'LIGHTS OF HOPE' CENTRE...THAT WHY I DIDNT FEEL THAT I HAVE WASTE MY $3..XD
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Friday 4 April 2008
haha...i m here to blog...
anyway, tmr is innova flag day... so happy!!! coz dont need to work...(pls dont tell ms oh or i will get killed!!!)
this is the first time i will be holding the donation can and walking around for donation...so i m quite excited...
but, i m going to amk from 10 plus to 2pm for my tuition with Rosalind b4 returning to woodland... jus hope tat i wont get a scolding... but it is not entirely my fault...i spend money to go tuition and i m not going to miss it...
anyway, i m going to work later...so sad!!! coz i m going to miss my 9pm channel 8 show!!! but think of the positive side...i get to do my h/w and have time for my studies...hahaha...dont tink i wanna eat dinner later...xD
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Wednesday 2 April 2008
i wonder y i m here. but since i m here, so let me blog...
haha...i jus finish doing my 3rd PI draft and i tink i m drained out...so I m going to slp...yay!!!
anyway, i promise(though i not sure will i be able to do it)to wake up at 4am tmr to do finish all my assignments...(let jus hope)xD
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