Wednesday, 29 June 2011
haha wanted to upload k-on pictures but something wrong with the uploading system. I tried for an hour already and yet nothing can be uploaded. Lols anyway I have 12 pictures to share yet cannot upload. hehe anyway I found a new seiyuu idol^^ She is Hikasa Yoko the voice actress for Akiyama Mio in K-On. After listening to her Thrill Vanguard recording session and viewing some of her crazy video. I realised she is just like my Yuu Chan^^ She has a very strong and lovely voice and I was really attracted to the voice. Haha sometimes I wish that I could have that kind of voice and maybe try out voice acting. Haha I just realised why I like Yuu Chan and Hikasa Yoko. I am a bit like them^^ crazy and playful and doesn't like to grow up. That's the feeling that they gave me when I watch them. Looking at all these videos, anime and profiles, I do feel the need to work harder. I make my own future and I am sure I want to do it because I don't want to regret. Today Japanese lesson is a little tough. It must be due to my lack of practice!!! I must work harder and also I need to find more work too. If not I can't hit my target within two years! Can't go out so often anymore. Anyway I shall try uploading the K-On pictures. Oh by the way I am going to Universal Studio Singapore tomorrow. I wonder how is it like. Quite excited to know that I am finally going to visit it yet too heartbroken to know how much money I am going to spent tomorrow. Haha anyway it should be quite worth it since I am enjoying the trip with my friends and I think this might be my final play outing with my friends. Don't think I have much time when school start. I am going to be on a express mode. How I wish I can read my Ai Chan previous posts so that I don't have to use the computer to check if she has updated her blog. Just like my yuu chan and Hikasa Yoko. I can read their posts anytime without fear that it will disappear when I forgot to check. Finally to end off will like to look at my plan for my future. I always wanted to be an actress because when I was young, I believe in order to meet someone in the limelight, I must be in the limelight. But that ended quite long ago and my new inspiration to be an actress was because I really admired those stars acting in drama as they are always so perfect and outstanding and I dream of becoming one. But I realise that I am quite timid when it come to these. I am not perfect and I am afraid of failure. This push me away from trying to be one. Finally after so long, I managed to persuade myself to take part in the Watsons Younique Award. That was my first attempt to come out of my confort zone. I was really happy that I got shortlisted for the sunny smile award but I didn't managed to get into top 5 because of my insecurity with myself. First attempt and I already fail. haha that's sad but yup is true that you will never learn if you never fail. So now after being introduced to anime, I get to know about the job of a seiyuu. It was something that I never thought before but yet it seem to be the job that suit me. With my weird voice, I think I should be able to voice act for some crazy guys. haha but there is a failure word in that world too. I don't feel confident again. What if I fail. That question keep repeating in my head and I think I really should stop doing that. 私は本当に誰かが特别になりたい。I think I should stop running away and just face it. Well I think is quite late now and I need to get up earlier tomorrow to go to habour front. 皆さん、おやすみなさい。anyway what a great day to update my blog^^ my ai chan just updated her blog right after I updated mine:D
只、君の笑顔が欲しくて、僕はここにいるんだ。
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