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Sunday, 6 July 2008

when i was playing with my cousins, i suddenly think of myself when i was a child. i did lots of stupid stuff to my friends and myself. i remember going to my friend house with my cousin James when we were in K2. we went to his house and cut his hair. my mum found us and we got a scolding from her. when i was in primary 1, i remember going to school with my mum on the first day of sch and i saw most of the kids crying and ask my mum wad happen. she didn't answer me but ask me to go to sit with the kids. i was in class 1D. when my mum walk away, i didn't cry as most of the kids do but continue to sit and stare at the other kids. tat day, i met my first friend in chongfu pri sch. she was a very tall girl and both of us couldn't find our sch bus and so we were brought together by the teacher. she was crying and i just stand beside her and stare at her. in the end, we found out tat we were actually taking the same sch bus home. on the bus, we didn't really talk much. we were shy, i guess. anyway, the bus auntie give all of us a nick name. my nick name was huang huang niao or yellow bird. until now, i still dunno why the bus auntie call me tat. do i look like a bird to her??? during primary 1, i have a chinese drama class every sunday. i love the class and i always ask my teacher when we will have a chance to go on stage. the only answer he gave was "soon. after we learn this, we are going to perform for the sch." but the 'soon' never came because, the teacher went back to china and we dont have drama class anymore. during primary 1, we were suppose to get an injection. we were told to line up outside the so called 'injection room' to get our injection before we can go back to our classes. i was one of the last few kids as my sur name start with a t. and so i just sit down and stare into space. my friends were discussing about how painful the injection was. and i notice tat all of my friends coming out from the 'injection room' were all crying and complaining about how painful it is. the more i look at them, the more i told myself not to cry. when it was finally my turn, i smile at the nurse and they were rather surprise as all my friends who came in were all on the verge of crying. anyway, the nurse apply alcohol on my shoulder and gave me an injection. i was surprise tat i didnt even feel anything at all. the nurse told me i was brave and it kinda make me feel happy. anyway, i cant really remember the other details of my primary 1 life. so let move on to primary 2.
the major thing tat happen in my primary 2 life was, i was punish with a group of guy friends(i am the only girl punish with them.) for trying to burn the field. when i was in primary 2, i have more guy friends than girl friends because i was very boyish at that time. it wasnt exactly my fault tat for the burning of the field but i was also punish. it was like this, my friends brought lighters and matchsticks to sch. they ask me to go to the field with them. not knowing what they are up to, i follow them. they took out their lighters and matchsticks and begin burning the leafs. i ask them to stop but they just continue and even scolded me for being a chicken. in the end, i jus stand there and watch. the prefect came and they all run. not knowing wad to do, i ran with them. one prefect caught me and i try to explain tat i was not involve and i was only watching them. but he just brought me along with all my friends caught by the other prefects to see the principal. i try to tell her tat i was not involve but one of my guy friend frame me and say he saw me burning the leafs with them too. i was shocked but i kept silence since i know it is useless to talk. during assemble, we were brought up to stage. i saw my eldest bro staring at me as if asking me why were u on stage. i jus stare into space and thinking of wad has happen just now and i vow never to be friend with jh again coz he frame me and oso never to stand and watch in a crime scene again. but the future is not decided by u and i was in the same class as jh in my pri 2, pri 3, pri 5 and pri 6 and so it was hard ignoring him as we were in the same class. anyway, when i got home tat day, my mum beat me and keep asking me y i am so stupid to burn the sch field. but i did no such thing and i dont understand y nobody believe me. i just cried until i fall asleep.
another incident tat happen in my primary 2 life was, i fell down and left a scar on my knee cap + most of my teeth broke and my mouth is full of blood. it was a rainy day and after alighting from the sch bus, my friends wanna see who is the fastest runner and so we started running. the floor was wet and tat was why i fall. from then on, i learn not to run on a wet day.
my primary 3 life. this is the first time i m introdue to the subject call science. i love this subject since then. in chongfu pri sch, there is this small pond in the eco garden which is filled with tapole and other forms of life which i dunno. i love watching them during my break time. when my friends were playing catching, eating, playing games, i will just stare at the tapole until the bell rang. the tapole never were able to become frog becoz, they were caught by a lot of students until not a single one was left in the pond. my only real friends tat i have were all caught and i dunno y they wanna catch them and bring them home. y cant they just leave them alone. anyway, my sch build a bigger pond and there was a brige linking the staffroom to the classrooom. but i dont like the new pond. the old one was better. but i cannot make choices for the sch. XD
i was in 3J the last class in chonfu primary sch and i met a really good teacher. although she always scold us, she is the best teacher (until now) i have met. nth much happen in my primary 3 life. XD

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